Do you feel like its been weird with us lately?

I do. And there's a reason. And it goes back to what we talked about last week. (the letter)
The truth of the matter is that, in all honesty, I really opened up to you in that letter, which 
I don't do often because its hard for me to do because I've gotten fucked over so often when I do.

In any case, because of that, I feel very vulnerable around you, especially because I don't even know
if you read it yet. If you didn't, then I feel vulnerable because it feels like it wasn't as important
to you as it was to me. And if you did read it and just didn't want to talk about it, then its even
worse. Either way, I've been trying to distance myself from you because I feel awkward around you and I 
hate feeling vulnerable. Anyways, so that's pretty much it. We seemed to have had a pretty good friendship 
going, and I don't want to ruin it, which is why I am telling you this. 